Holiday / what have I been doing?

 

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Hello!

Its been a while, and many things have happened. Okay, not really, but it feels like that. Probably because of my stress that wont get away. You stil struggle with stress? – yes, and anexity.. and many depressive moments, but anexity is the worst one now. I’ve had that since summer last year and it got better, but then exam came in the picture, and it got worse.

I’ve recently finished my all 3 exams. First one went ok, second went shitty, and the last one was excelent. So, I wasnt sure what I felt about the result, but my dad wasnt happy, so then I started to feel bad. Greait!

But im over it now! Im not here to talk about my problems today, im going to talk about how happy I can be this summer (if that make sence) Im so happy I’ve finally reached holiday. I feel like my mind is ready to figure out myself and clear my mind. Im so excited for high school! New friends! Thats the best part, because in the last 3 years, I’ve felt so lonely.

So, what have I been doing? well, first of all exam, and then my class and I went to poland. Lots of crazy and funny things happened there. I really miss the trip, and I wish I could go back again..with my class. They are amazing people when we are together, but when I think about individuals..nope. just nope.

so yeah, poland in 5 days, then holiday came. I have been trying to go out with my mom to be be more active, so I can start with the plan i made a while ago. (I deleted the most, Im going to change something there) It has been pretty good actually. I havent started yet on the plan because when i started, my body was too lazy with no energy and I had no desire, so it was too hard. Im going to continue with going-out-with-mom-when-you-have-the-chance prosses. So, when I come from Trondheim next week, I will start.

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I have also played alot of Imvu. Imvu is a virtual online chat world (platform). You can get many friends there, so I recommend it alot if u like being creative and meet new people. ( I will make a spost about this) It may look like its only for kids, but its not. At all. Its from 13+. That means that adults also plays this. There are mostly people from 15-19, so its perfect for youth.

So, thats what I have been doing. + alooooot of youtbe. specially Euina (imvu youtuber)

Stay tuned:) ❤ and thank you sooo much for beeing here. I never thought someone would actually read my blog. Its crazy even doe its only like 13 people pr post.

But thanks again!

 

 

 

 

New Start | health

Health

I`ve been searching and searching guys and finally, now I`ve comen to a decision, or actually two suggestions.

Its is really important for me to change. If you feel like you want a fresh start and a new beginning, then go ahead. I will be documenting this with before and after picture. Please let me know if I`ts working 🙂 so..

Lets just jump right into it.

 

1. I am going to start with this (plan 1)

2. In may, I will stay with the same plan, but a little harder.

3. In june 15, I will start with this: http://www.superskinnyme.com/weight-loss-exercise-plan.html  / make my own plan (Focusing on jogging and mountain)

4. After summer holiday, I will start going to the training center and do this: https://www.bodybuilding.com/content/start-here-start-now-the-8-week-beginner-workout-plan.html (maybe make a plan for myself or find a harder one, depending on my body standard)

 


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PLAN 1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxsQr7YOq7o

– This is a STRETCHING video, that will basically stretch your whole body. I think its important to me do that at least 3 times a week, because I am very stiff and I`ve always wanted to become more flexible.

 

– 30 days of YOGA will help you to become stronger and relax. This is probably the most important part for me, because my goal is to make my body feel great and strong. (If you`re done with that, go over to Revolution yoga challenge (30 days))

 

– I also want to build muscles. Its not that Important for me, but like, Why not? These are workouts that will give me FULL BODY WORKOUT. I also love the ideá to look fit and It would make me become more confident with my body that ever. Not that I need that, I just want to feel great. Doing both of them everyday is`nt a good idea. Each part of my body needs to heal for around 24h. Thats why I`m going to trade.

 

  • Rest

-Resting is very important. I am a beginner so that`s why I have to relax. If I take it too hard, that will make me less motivated for all this.

  • Food 

– If you want to lose weight and build muscles then, u need to eat healthy. Nothing will happen if you keep eating junk food, like me lol. So I need a plan for that too, because I don´t know anything about healthy food. (I will come with a plan later)


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PLAN 2

(home)

http://www.superskinnyme.com/weight-loss-exercise-plan.html

– I`m going to start with this one in may (after my current plan .1)

This plan is amazing! like for real. It tells you everything you need to know an how to do it. Take your time and read all of it. Trust me, I learned a lot! .)

(need training center)

this http://www.muscleandfitness.com/workouts/workout-routines/complete-mf-beginners-training-guide-0?day=1

– This one is a normal exercise plan for beginner. Its easy to follow.

 

https://www.bodybuilding.com/content/start-here-start-now-the-8-week-beginner-workout-plan.html

– I also recommend this one too (read it please, and it will help you to pull yourself together:

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These are the plans I found, after 2 hours of searching. You may say “it looks too easy” Noooo. Just do it. You have to start from the bottom and then build it up. 

Next post about health (coming tonight)

  • Full plan about “plan .1”
  • Healthy food tips + my food plan 

 

– I hope you liked this post and I`ll see what I figure out for tonight’s post 😉

 

 

 

My Problems 2/2

I just moved here two years ago and the second year is going shit. Maybe that’s it? I`m not happy here + I need a friend. Maybe that’s why I`m so excited for High School, getting out of this Island I live in and get new friends. Well damn, welcome to Norway! A country full of teenagers with bad Psychal health + the country with me most one night stands btw. *claps slowly*


.. I`m not sure why I feel this way. I feel like I`m stressed without having any reasons to be stressed about. Its like over reacting my life, because I`m bored. I am soooo tired of the people around me here. When I meet new people I`m always happy and excited. (`m a very lovely girl btw.. and funny hah) I love getting new friends and I don’t have a best friend. Or I do have, but they don’t know that I don’t feel the same (this just made me feel worse lol.

That’s why I neeeed to do something about it.

I`m going to start a plan. I need good health and a fresh brain. I really need to clear my mind, because I think too much and I`m negative on myself. It’s a big problem for my daily life. I`m so tired of everything, I don’t want to do anything anymore.

I will inform you all of my plans in another post and I`m going to document this. Yeah I know. You may be thinking: “oh wow, Your making a big deal out of this” Well it is.

So. I`m going to start exercising and be healthy.

My Problems | 1/2

Again. Blogging is hard.

I do love it and everything. I have the chance to express more of myself for once and be creative. The problem is my health has gotten in the way for so long. For me to do anything I want to. I’m in a really bad mood.

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 I always think “okay, today I`m going to blog about that, but first have to do this”  Then it ends up with not doing “this” or “that”, because I`m a lazy person. People ask me to hang out, but I always say “I have school things to deal with” Even when I end up with not doing it. That gives me conscience!

Exam is coming and I keep thinking about it + other things that I don’t even have to think about.. yet. I`m also struggling with me myself.. You know the self-image stuff. Yeah I do have big dreams and plans. I have confidence. I`m happy with my face, body shape, personality and family, but there is something with my appearance that has been bothering me for years (4 years?) Leading to fears as a teenager. I`ll say it`s an allergy. Not dangerous, I promise.  (I’ll go deeper when I feel for it, so “you” understand)

School is the worst. Because I feel forced everyday in 6 hours.  I`m in a bad mood all the time, but yet I keep smiling to people. I get easily annoyed now. All this makes me want to just stay in a room all day while doing nothing. I don’t want to think of anything. But yet I do it; Think much, do nothing.

(I will post more tomorrow)

 

Meaning Of Life | 1

Philosophy

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WHY ARE WE HERE?

Like, Imagine that in the end you`ll get to see through your whole life. All the bad and good things you`ve done, all the bad and good things people has done to you, your happy moments and sad moments, tough times and good times, goals you`ve failed and succeeded. Imagine getting a blueprint from God or whoever, a blueprint of who you was and are. Maybe you`ve changed trough life, maybe been the same. The final moment. Final thought that only matters. You get asked ” Who were you?” Just ask yourself that right now. I think many people would say “I don’t know” or resisting a bunch of things about yourself. It doesn`t matter if its mostly good or bad.  But the thing is doing what you want to do. Be happy. If you new you would die in 5 min right now, you would have turned crazy and suddenly think about after death, family, friends, things you`ve should have done and regrets. The things You should have done, why didn’t you do it? I guess you thought you had the time, but guess what? Life is kinda short. Like literally! But don’t rush.

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Shure, it’s the big bang who created us. But who made that happen? Here comes a converted / complicated explanation. Now again, Who made that happen again? Another explanation that I have no idea if researchers know. Why? Again and again. Question behind answers, answers behind another question. I believe that there is always an answer. We don’t know it, but something does. And that something may be something you call “God” “Gods”  or  “a god” I believe in “a god” a god who has created everything that excist.  

Life isn’t just life.  I don’t think you can answer “why are we here?”, but “what`s the meaning of life?” I believe that we have the answer and it lays in every individual. They say “living it” But why? And what for? Well, you`ll find the answer in the things that makes you happy. I get that not everyone is happy. But if there is something you really want to do. Honey, no one is stopping you. You only need the guts and it free. Just because its not going well, doesn`t mean that you`ve failed. Failing is giving up. Yeah, you may ask; “What does a 16 years old know about life?” Well, I`ve been questioning it my whole life, and I know that if you really want something. You Can get it. But remember that what you want, isn`t always what you need. I may be only 16, but I`m just telling you everything I know right now. I`m still living my life. I still have a long way forward. There is so many things I want to do and I know I cant do all of it. Don’t rush.

Point of this

But anyway. We live in a universe full millions of galaxy, maybe we are the only one alive (I don`t like the idea) Are you willing to throw that all away?

Remember to do what makes you happy and respect other humans around you. If you don’t do that, you wont recive back. + If you don’t know what makes you happy, keep searching or ask yourself “what makes me stay here today?” We all need something to fight for. Just in case you encounter tough times.

Not everyone knows what wasting of life is, before its already turned wasted.

I woke up in a world full of hate, love, death, terror, happiness, jealousness, sadness and more. I didn`t get to choose what I wanted in life from the moment I woke up, but my parents gave me love and a start kick. Now I`m still falling and waiting for the day I land. Whether I land on my feet or knees, I`m always going to rise up and walk till the day I face Doomsday or my own death.

I`m gonna end this post by saying “thanks” to my parents

+ “remember to love yourself”

(I`m gonna be talking more about this thing called “life”)

(All words by me)

Just Another Regular Day

As you can see on the title, my life is not that exciting..That`s why I`m writing a upcoming post about, why Its important for me to not just come home from school everyday and doing nothing. By nothing I mean “make food, sleep, homework, web and sleep” (workout will be there soon) In the weekend I usually just watch series or game. I`m barely out hanging with my friends, but that`s another topic (I will write about soon;)

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Anyways…Today I decided to finally make waffles, because…I need to start doing things by myself. I usually ask my sisters or my mom to make them, while I`m lazy all the time. hehe…They are so nice to me when it comes to food, because I cant cook. I take that as a positive thing even doe it is a negative.

After making some 10 waffles and decided to share for once haha, I gamed almost the rest of the day actually (yepp, I`m a gamer. Let me know if you are too 😉

Well, right now I cant decide whether to watch PewDiePie or Game Of Thrones before I go to bed. I guess it will be none, bc I`ve used so much time thinking

..Anyone having these kinds of problems all the time?

.. no one??

well, okay goodnight

Comment your favorite series or youtubers 

More of myself

Hey World!

Another new blogger in this “beautiful” world. A world full of hate and love.

I`m a 16 years old girl from Norway, who wonders a lot. My Thoughts are mostly based on philosophy. I guess I`m a serious person when it comes to “all this” aka “Life”.

Sticking my nose into things that not everyone cant explain, has been something I`ve done since I was a child. But to say it short: I like science 🙂 (not that I’m a smart person, I just like to question)

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Why Blogging?

I used to blog when I was 12. I was interested inn clothes (not really fashion trends), making videos about everything and reading. The whole idea was to just to create something. I loved being creative and I got the blog inspiration from two Norwegian bloggers I used to read; Shophie Elise & Sisteplass (Sarah Suruland) They were my favorites.

Sophie was the fashion, beauty girl, who also used to question a lot. But Sarah`s blog was based on comedy and confidence. And they both shared the same moral, doing what you want.

And why them? Well, They reminded me of myself. They did the things I wanted to do, talked about things I wanted to talk about with people, had a personality that my inner self had and the best; They both wanted to enjoy life and be happy. Yeah, I get that life isn`t perfect. But making it worth it, is worth it. I`ve always felt like I havent expressed myself. My friends dont really know me.

In this blog, Im going to be posting basically everything I feel for. I could go from stories to DIY. Top 10s to fashion. Health and beauty. yeah.. everything.

+ if you have a blog, I would love to come and check it out! I really want to explore various of blogs. Comment anything and let me know. 

Enjoy!